I had a very fatigue and pain filled day today unlike last few days when I was feeling a lot better.
I know this is not the end. Instead the resolve that I carry with me today is more than I did at the beginning of my illness...my resolve to pick myself up again. Keeping a track of my yet to be tamed frustration and guilt..I am learning to be kinder to myself..my resolve to not equate my intermittent pain induced, quitting with failure... to list out my blessings and have gratitude for all that I do have and for the wonderful people I have been given in my life.
My illness has forced me to slow way down. To close not one but many chapters in my life.
I am bent, but thanks to the Almighty and the blessings of my elders not yet broken. I turn the page and start anew daily. I am sure I can craft a future that is uniquely mine — with limitations and all.
Enduring the pain and fatigue I ending my day with a promised to myself and a prayer to god that in every new chapter of my life I will carry with me a new sense of empathy, of gratitude and of patience — with myself and with others.
Good night!❤😪
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