As was evident frm my scribblings n pics that I shared yesterday, I was completely down, broken and shattered, physically as well mentally...the latter being more on the heavier side.
You see I did not share my negative or depressive thoughts (however u may like to term them) was not to rant about my sad life or whine for attention or pity.
It was one of those days when the strength on my burnt off and I was sad and I wanted to share it with those whom my soul trusts would pull me out of the deep pit of depression that I was slipping into. And so I shared it with you without any feel of shame or guilt as to u might take me mentally unwell.
I shared it not for you to cheer me up..
but to be quiet and feel it with me. Because sometimes I want to feel it to let it go and I dint want to feel alone.
The pain and exhaustion that engulfed me for the last three days has made me a little more wise and wary of the flames and still I know I will survive the fire life scorches sometimes.
In one of my previous scribblings I had mentioned my desire to be a Pheonix. I feel I am turning into one and everytime I burn into ashes...now I know how to rise again!!!
Thank you god for all the people u have brought in my life, who with their love and placing their faith in me and by not giving up on me have made me realise my present situation is not my permanent destination!
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