GREENERY

gudmrng 😊 🙏
Yesterday during the day I was escorted (cudnt find a more appropriate word since my grandmother alongwith my mother or father follow me wn I walk around the house...to avoid the 'jus in case' fall) to the balcony.
I noticed a slight coolness in the breeze...winters are nearing..suddenly reminding me that the last time I walked on my own outside in the open was under the hot sun in June. It's been almost 6 months since my life...turned upside down!

A sense of depression numbed the better side of myself.. making me empty inside and lifeless outside.
All of a sudden  I found nothing colourful... nothing seemed fresh.
As I decided to turn my crutches and go back to my room I suddenly noticed the handsome trees outside our building gawking at me, the wonderful blooming green leaves rustling and dancing to the tune of soft cool breeze wanting me to smile...the lush green grass in the lawn of the school opposite to our house gave me a  tickling feel on my feet.
They all made me feel my own presence again. All these amazing creations made me fall in love with myself, because when I look at them they don’t remind me of the depressing times, instead they were just reminding me that this is the time of thinking green, living green, feeling green.
It's the time for change of seasons...and this guided me to learn acceptance and non-resistance. A green leaf doesn’t resist turning brown when autumn approaches. Trees don’t resist falling of its leaves when winter arrives. They stand deeply rooted in the ground, with their vulnerability out in the open and blank empty branches spread wide, surrendering to the Universe.
I grasped the message the universe was passing on to me through the mesmerising  greenery... "Do what you will with me and trust it is for my highest good."